Versatile Soul

  Aaj ajeeb se vidambna h Raaz khul k bhi nahi khula h Jo h paas aur h bahut khas Dhundli lagti ab unse ek aas Ab jo baat kar li itni khul k h Kyu mein na janu meri paheli Kuch suljhi h ya aur uljhi h Man lagta mera bandha sa h Har Rishta lagta khicha sa h Jis naye rishtey ko pana h Kyu purano ko karta wo begana h      Kya pehle nahi tha andaza mujhe Jo Har sapna liya sang lekar tujhe Kya sab jaan k bhi bhag rahi hu mein Parivar se jyada aas kar rahi hu mein     Khud ko diya dilasa h Sab Acha hoga iski aasha h

Chand tu sab dekhta h Chand tu sab sun leta h Chand tu hi janta h Kya hamare darmiyan h Taare bhi bante h gawah sab Khulta h kahaniyon ka pitara jab Kitna kuch apna sa mil jata h Ek nayab sa sambandh ban jata h Har kism ki baatein hoti h Jispe duniya kam hi sochti h Ek dusre ko aur jaan paate h Khush hote h jab kafi khud sa pate h Chand sa hi ye rishta h jo ghat-ta aur badh-ta jata h

Who am I ? An introvert & shy gal Or a bubbly one giving high fives Am I the unique one? As I wanted to be Or one who connects to all by empathy I search myself Amid all the labels put on me It becomes so tough to see Some tags I accept n enjoy Knowing well am not exactly that Others I carry for I don't bother to change others opinion of me Few labels are very dear Only rarely do I show these qualities People who spot them are rarity Some I embrace and wish to improve on Others feel so heavy, let them be bygone Among this myriad labels I feel so worn

I don't fear You make me to My mind is clear You clutter it too No lying to my dear I let the half truth do Wish to keep all near But how should I do? Not everyone I can bear So I prioritize them too My list of close peers Keeps changing too Then why should I hear? All snappy questions from you Do you want me to wear A fake mask, as others do.

But sharing a picture Isn't that pretty easy Why not share food or Share some responsibility Sharing a snap for self gratification Though having chosen the most perfect one to share Knowing of having applied many filters We still want approval in terms of likes And likes from whom ? People whom we know not even a percent. Also what is it they like ? Person in picture The filter that make them look flawless Or the places picture shows them wandering in. We like what pleases us We want likes to please ourself So for long have I been of the opinion  that social media is only to seek attention Well now I think differently   It has more layers than one can see. This game is not just for the eyeballs  the freedom of expression,   the fulfilling innate desire for connection that makes social media so enticing. While most people use it to their disadvantage Posting for validation Comparing with others and being anxious That doom scrolling designed by an algorithm causing ser...

I am concerned about the impression I leave while leaving The taste thought of me may bring in others mind I do bother about footprints I make From places I learn and take To me wisdom comes by pondering over all The possible alternatives of one reality One has experienced over time.

Using words we can paint the world With our perspectives Sway folks in our ways Aren't choice of words the greatest tool on an influencer?

The chosen quagmire or trap is where actions are distraction  checking the boxes of societal expectation also feels like a solution although it creates bigger problems  that you know and still you want to be utterly trapped  in those bills and EMIs. In reality, you are just trying to escape that which you have tried to control, but are now convinced is impossible You are running away for personal sanity, while adding more pressure to your life. And why do you choose this option, The simple answer is you enjoy this pain instead. Also being busy and occupied is best way to be productive  by avoiding recurring thoughts of self doubt that pull you down. it frees you from overthinking and the crisis it creates

Jaana khush nahi hoti, jane kyun khush nahi hoti sahib pareshan h behad janam kyun khush nahi hoti kya reh gayi kami? kyun h wo sahmi si kya naraz h humse? ya h gum wo kahin Kaise ye samajh nahi aata sahib janna h chahte, Janam ko kya h bhata? Na wo tasveeron mein bas simatna h chahti  Wo toh nazaroon mein h bas dooba rehna chahti    Sahib ye toh jaan gaye h ki Jaana h sabse alag si hi Muft ki cheezo ko bhi mana jo h kar deti Chahat aur jarurat mein fark ko h samjhti Kyun sabse alag h wo itni  Ye baat Sahib ko h satati  Jaana kya h chahti  Khul k khud kyu nahi h batlati?